I've always found it funny how , even though I LOVE reading, I am a horrible writer. Yes, I can write eloquently when the need arises but the process is so difficult that I end up staring at a blank page for 30 minutes before getting frustrated and pounding out an above average piece of work in 10 minutes. If I'm completely honest with myself though, that's how most things in my life are. I am a procrastinator.
Anyone that knows me knows that I have strong opinions. (Anyone who knows me also knows this is a huge understatement.) Sometimes when I am asked for my opinion on something I explain it in a very disjointed manner. I feel like I have many ideas and reasons for my opinions but that I cannot explain them directly. I have to explain one concept so that my main concept makes sense. Somehow I know that this and my lack of creative writing ability are tied together. I'm not sure how but the link is there.
Sometimes I wonder if it isn't all just related to this anxiety I have around uncertainty.
